remember our conversations and read between the lines

its very rare that i mention names here, because for the most part, i like to remain anonymous. only a few people that actually know me have this web address, and i like it that way. i've used this as a forum, however, to communicate things that i have found difficult to address in real life. i tend to be a better writer than speaker, and at times, i have used the words of other people to get my point across. this is no exception...and to the person this is for - you know who you are. we talked about this very thing in a conversation a couple of nights ago. i can't sleep, i've had this song on my mind all day, and i hope my mind will stop spinning once i get this out.

"i hope it’s not too late to call, i couldn’t wait a moment more
i don’t know what else to do, i need to ask a favor...
check behind each of your doors, search throughout your rooms and halls
secret corners, look there too...i think i left my heart with you
don’t forget to remember, cuz you’re always on my mind...
i don’t care if i’ve lost my heart this time
if you find it, keep it safe - wrapped within your warm embrace
i could be wrong, that’s nothing new...but i think i left my heart with you
don’t forget to remember, cuz you’re always on my mind...
i don’t care if I’ve lost my heart this time
i’m not beggin’ but …maybe you could be so kind to make a home for this heart of mine
maybe i could live there too...i think i left my heart with you
think i left my heart...i think i left my heart with you"

i don't think it, i know it, though. and i'm fairly sure that i don't want it back, no matter how difficult, no matter how long it takes.

~b