ugh

hello, strangers and friends. let me just begin by saying that losing someone that you love is a *B.I.T.C.H.* moving on...

my job is fan-freaking-tastic. i think i work maybe 8 hours a week at the most, and since i'm salaried, i get paid anyway. to lay out by the pool, watch tv, read, shop, go to the zoo...whatever my little heart desires. and since the other three people that worked for us were FIRED for being STUPID, i'm now the only one in the company, besides the doctor. FAN-FREAKING-TASTIC! i can't believe i stumbled on such an incredible opportunity. they were right...when one door closes, there's an open window somewhere. sweet!

now...for the tadpole update. one of the little boogers died...but one lived. and still has NO FREAKING LEGS! (i'm using that word a lot, huh?) no legs...i really have no clue what to do with it, and i'm really starting to get concerned. i wonder if they're growing inside his body, and he's gonna explode or something freakish like that. should i call 'unsolved mysteries'??

hmmmm...ok, i've written, but i feel like i've written nothing of substance. so...i'll ask a question. what's your favorite *LOVE* song?

mine? "amneris' letter" from elton john and bernie taupin's musical "aida".

'i'm sorry for everything i've said, and for anything i forgot to say, too
when things get so complicated, i stumble - at best, muddle through
i wish that our lives could be simple
i don't want the world - only you
i wish i could tell you this face to face, but there's never the time - never the place
so this letter will have to do...
i love you'

shania twain sang the song on the album that was cut. its quite possibly the most beautiful song i've ever heard. now - share yours with me.

love and light...
~sparky