Friday, November 25, 2005

fighting for

its been a hectic month. things have changed at my office, and not for the better. i'm hanging in - waiting for it to get better. but there's a limit to my patience - i'm being "courted" by another physician group. if the money's right, i think i'll go. this place where i'm working now is just flat out ridiculous.

i started a relationship with a wonderful man who is very VERY far away. its hard. and, at times, its really not even that pleasant. i don't know where this is going - if anywhere. we just can't seem to get it together. patience is not a virtue that i posess.

i will be thirty *gasp* in less than a month. i'm a thirty-year-old divorcee'. i'm a single mom. i, physically, am dating no one. i even have a friggin cat. this is NOT how my life was supposed to turn out.

sorry to be such a downer, you guys...its just where i'm at right now. i think i've lost sight of what i'm supposed to be fighting for.

2 comments:

Fred said...

Right now, you've given us a snapshot in time. Snapshots don't last very long, and things are bound to change. For the better. Good luck with the relationship, you never know.

WC said...

Well you know long distance can workout ;), but if you don't think he's it, don't settle for less than you deserve. Thirty and single isn't as bad as I thought it would be, and I found someone great, even if half his family and his ex-wife are nuts, lol.